Choices.

I did not wake up today choosing to miss you.

I did not want to recall the cut of your jaw,

Or the way you laughed at my jokes.

I did not want to miss you.

I never wanted you to leave me.

You promised me you wouldn't go.

You made me fall in love with you.

Your smile, your heart.

Even the sound of your voice made my knees week.

I new, deep down that it wasn't meant to be,

But you made me feel beautiful,

And smart,

And loved.

I did not wake up today choosing to miss you.

But I will fall asleep tonight choosing to let you into my thoughts.

Allowing you to invade my mind,

And make it your home.